Grief Healing, Healing

Do Not Grieve Me; I Am Happy!

Another writing on my grief process, 2 months later. One of Paul's favorite things was making syrup from the Sugar Maple trees in Vermont.  I notice that Paul’s personality is very similar in ghost form as in life. We are very different in our approach to life. I am slower, trust intuitively in right timing and… Continue reading Do Not Grieve Me; I Am Happy!


Video: Age of Aquarius Essence 20 minutesThis essence was co-created with elemental nature spirits, spirit guides, crystals at the Columbia River exactly on the portal of Winter Solstice 2020. (See photo. The water elementals and devas showed their “fingers”.) And, it was placed under the conjunction of planets Saturn and Jupiter in the night sky so it carries the… Continue reading Video: Age of Aquarius Essence


Video: Fairy Congress Magic

Learn about the magical origins and new fairy alliances formed out of the Fairy Congress event.This is a recording of a special Earth School free community event where we hung out and connected with my magical Fairy & Human Relations Congress friends and event fairies.The Fairy Congress is an amazing event I've been part of… Continue reading Video: Fairy Congress Magic


Fallen Leaves for Letting Go

Fallen leaves (maple, fig, apple) and a marigold flower too. I felt pulled outside into the sunshine and to my fairy garden with its dead flowers and plants. As if The Elementals and Faeries were leading me there. I broke down remembering all the gardening Paul and I did together. Then I noticed the amazing… Continue reading Fallen Leaves for Letting Go

Grief Healing

I Want to Go Where You Go

Fort Vancouver Garden where Paul volunteered as a Master Gardener. Note: This post is a personal post to move through the passing of my boyfriend of one year Paul on Monday, November 2nd. Like the movie scene with Meg Ryan “I’ll have what she’s having,” Paul always wanted to go where I went. Whether it… Continue reading I Want to Go Where You Go