I felt pulled outside into the sunshine and to my fairy garden with its dead flowers and plants. As if The Elementals and Faeries were leading me there.
I broke down remembering all the gardening Paul and I did together. Then I noticed the amazing beauty of vivid colors of the fallen leaves. They don’t mind falling, dying, and becoming the earth. Letting go is natural.
My astrological sabian symbol is Libran 25. “The sight of an autumn leaf brings to the pilgrim the sudden revelation of life and death.”
And my gene keys (purpose) 60 says… …
You are a leaf on the wind – your life does not belong to you but to the stars and the tides and the music of nature. You are an artist and life is your easel. You are a poet and your life is a poem…
I felt compelled to make an essence of fallen leaves from the maple, apple ( the tree where we met) , and a fig tree.
Here is the beauty of this moment in a photograph.
Camilla’s Sabian Symbol
PHASE 205 (LIBRA 25°):
THE SIGHT OF AN AUTUMN LEAF BRINGS TO A PILGRIM THE SUDDEN REVELATION OF THE MYSTERY OF LIFE AND DEATH.
The ability to discover in every experience a transcendent or cosmic meaning.
The mind open to the multifarious wonders of natural processes, because it sees everything with fresh eyes, not only witnesses simple facts, but pierces through appearances and perceives the great rhythms of universal life. Without such a faculty the aspirant to spiritual realities is always looking for “elsewhere.” Yet the spirit, life, God is ever present, here and now. And every death is an omen of rebirth.
At this fifth stage of the forty-first five-fold sequence of phases of the cosmic process, the implications of the four preceding stages are brought to a new state of consciousness which is truly the spiritual state. It is a state of CLAIR-SEEING, or “seeing through.” This world is illusion only to the individual who cannot see through its phenomena and fails to apprehend the reality these phenomena reveal even as they conceal it.
Look up your own Sabian Symbol by using your astrological sign and degree (not day). Link: An Astrological Mandala